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    3/5/2008

    无力

        早上开始胃痛,身体蜷着也没有用...
        下班前被气地没有胃口吃晚饭,我知道我的敏感又开始作怪了,我有很多理由可以说服自己置身事外可是依旧无用.
        我对着叫嚣的夜景开始怀疑自己...
        没出息得想发泄一下,可是我不可能对着广场的雕塑和窗外的冷风又哭又叫,于是我把它们当成口水咽了下去...很久没有哭了,因为很久没有看过感人的书和煽情的电影,克制不去想那些极其容易就让自己失衡的片段和话语,我知道我很喜欢伪装,伪装成可以摆摆手随遇而安的样子然后变得很懂事,   却眼睁睁地看着善良被虚伪地利用,毫不留情...
         我知道自己的弱点,你甚至比我自己还清楚,却用了很残忍的方法希望花苞瞬间怒放......
         其实我真的学会过慢慢体会和理解,
         然而
         终究是在乎的,终究是小气的,终究是想撒娇任性的...但是终究是要长大的,我明白所以我继续伪装,直到怒放..
     
     
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    No namewrote:
    Sept. 5
    Lost Slainwrote:
    这样软弱的人不值得同情... 人生路是自己走的，走歪了只能怪自己的腿不好，没有正确估计环境
    Mar. 27
    jun jie yuwrote:
    不要被工作上事影响到自己的心情,而且太多的伪装只会让自己更加压抑,及时发泄下吧.
    Mar. 17
    Jiale Qianwrote:
    有人开始比我还敏感还~~
    哎！XT  下次再约你出来压马路阿
    要多出来放放风~锻炼锻炼 知道伐？
     
    Mar. 16
    michelle wangwrote:
    你不要吓我好伐。。。吃饭的时候不还是好好的吗。。。不许胡思乱想。。。
    Mar. 10
    Blueberrywrote:
    伐要想嘎西多了
    去把无限度的闪闪小背心败回去～ 哈哈
    Mar. 7
    Picture of Anonymous
    小叁 wrote:
    身体是革命的本钱，健康~~
    Mar. 7
    PA 小小wrote:
    是我，天平路上有几家卖衣服的店不错啊~~~愿你快乐~
    Mar. 6
    Ronnie Niwrote:
    强烈的需要一个男朋友。
    Mar. 6
    Xelloss Robinwrote:
    公主殿下,请招驸马
    Mar. 6
    晓君 李wrote:
    长大是这个样子的，以后你看自己的日志会微微一笑
    加油
    Mar. 6
    na nawrote:
    快下班的时候你和我说话 我居然么意识到～～下次说出来吧 好受些～
    Mar. 5
    GOLDFISH 王wrote:
    感觉很不好.有时候却无力做些什么,希望一切都可以好起来..大家都应该听过 不要随便牵手,更不要轻易放手.. 想要得到的,就得努力吧~~~
    Mar. 5

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